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*just...Rock On!...* it's so lonely when u don't even know yourself...so lonely...

"I DIDN'T SEARCH 2 BELONG... I SEARCHED 2 BELOST..."

((Degradation System)) "Let me change what i can...let me accept that which i cannot change..."

-naH-

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2月11日

take a photo. write about it in tiny notebooks.

 
 
 
* i do write in tiny notebooks.
right now, i'm writing 4 or 5 of them. but sometimes i do not show them at all.
there's one i keep.. quite old i would say.
and things are stuck there. and thoughts are splashed there.
and a few more things. i draw ugly pictures. i draw simple pictures.
i do not always draw. just sometimes. and i write stupid things.in the bus. or during a rainy day.
or just underneath the blankets, one of those nights in this big city without sea.
or at the beach. there's sand in some of them. but there is no snow. because it never snowed. or it did.
but the snow these tiny notebooks felt, just melted within a second or two, or three.
and also the rain, and some tears, washed somethings away. there are also some songs written in one of them.
some talk about this, some talk about that. but on the whole, they are quite stupid.
there are thoughts i onced thought of saying out loud, but i never did.
some stories i once started to write, but just one i finished completely. museum tickets, and well, loads of things..
significant, or not. but.. nevermind. i might have written about you, or you, or you. i might have not. i might have just named names, or people, or really no-one. but be sure of one thing..
you'll find tears,blood,sugar,love,forks,hate,fear. and the intro to letters i'll never send.
and, shit, time passes by so fast. *
 
 
 
 

 
 
12月22日

[.]

 
 
*just.because.i.try.not.to.talk.about.it
 
does.NOT.MEAN.i'm.over.it,
that.i.feel.better,
or.that.i'm.ever.going.to.be.okay..
 
 
 
11月20日

hard.love - bob franke



and I recall the gentle courtesy you gave me as I tried
to dissemble in politeness all the love I felt inside.

*and for every song of laughter was another song that cried,
that ain’t no easy week-end, this is hard love.

*it was hard love, every step of the way,
hard to be so close to you, so hard to turn away,
and when all the stars and sentimental songs dissolved today,
there was nothing left to sing about but hard love.*

***so I loved for your courage and your gentle
sense of shame,
***and I loved you for your laughter and your language
and your name,
***and I knew it was impossible, but I loved you just the same,
though the only love I gave to you was hard love.

**it was hard love, it was hard on you I know,
when the only love I gave to you was -love I couldn’t show-.
you forgave the heart that loved you as your lover
turned to go.
leaving nothing but the memory of hard love.**


---> so I’ll tell you that I loved you even though I’m far away,
and I’ll tell you how you change me as I live from day to day,
how you help me to accept myself and I won’t forget to say,
love is never wasted, even when it’s hard love.
 

yes it’s hard love, but it’s love all the same,
not the stuff or fantasy but more than just a game.
and the only kind of miracle that’s worthy of the name,
for the love that heals our lives is mostly hard love.

                 hard.love
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
11月17日

( !!! )

 
the idiots are taking overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
 
 
 
I'm not saying it was your fault
Although you could have done more (8)
 
 
 
 
 
I'M RUNNING ON EMPTY.
CAN'T YOU SEE?
 
i'd-love-to-show-you-just-how-i-slide-all-down-your-throat.
 
 
 
.H.A.T.E.
 
 
 
 
9月5日

··· fade to black ···

 
···
 
life it seems, will fade away
drifting further every day
getting lost within myself
nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
simply nothing more to give
there is nothing more for me
need the end to set me free

things are not what they used to be
missing one inside of me
deathly lost, this cant be real
cannot stand this hell I feel
emptiness is filling me
to the point of agony
growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone

no one but me can save myself, but its too late
now I can't think, think why I should even try

yesterday seems as though it never existed...
 
 
 
 
 
cuidaros.
peace.
and rock.
8月22日

SmileFromTheStreetsYouHold

*jf.
 
 
 
 
I'm bad luck
I used to feel a lot
Things used to be alright
so much was going on
I'm empty now inside

...
empty now inside
 
...
 
 
 
 
 
7月28日

.backhome.

Can we call it a day
Now would that be okay
Can we just go our own separate ways ?

Cause I'm cold and I'm wet
And I'm willing to bet
That you constructed this maze

I stumble around
Trying to follow the sound
Then something takes hold of my hand

If you've caused such a mess
And I'd venture to guess
That you concocted this plan

And I don't know what to do
Cause it's always with you
Who helped me to make up my mind

But I'll stake my life
And I'll swear by this knife
That it's all by your design

·Enough has been said
It goes around in my head
Until I break down and cry·

I wouldn't be surprised
If that look in your eyes
Was your way of saying goodbye

Can we call it a day
Now would that be okay
Can we just go our own separate ways
Cause I'm cold and I'm wet
And I'm willing to bet
That you constructed this maze

My hand

You concocted this plan

I don't know what to do
Cause it's always been you
Who helped me to make up my mind

But I'll stake my life
And I'll swear by this knife
That it's all by your design
Yeah, it's all by your design

o.O
 
 
 
 
 
6月25日

.dreamasifullliveforever.dieasifulldietoday.

 
" it only takes one line,one phone call,one chance meeting,
or one supposed coincidence to alert you to a new course
of action you could take in your life.  a coincidence indicates
that your destiny is trying to make itself known to you. look out.
all the signs are there that you're about to go in a whole new
direction. "
 
 
 
 
*last july a new course of action started in my life.it all went on a new direction.
incredible people opened my eyes so that i could be able to see those signs.
 
everything just went on and on since then.
 
*this july a new course of action might start in my life. i really don't know.
but i hope it helps me forget evertyhing that went on since the last one.
 
 
 
 
bye bye !
cya all soon!
 
i'm going to miss you ALL.
take care.
love.
&
rooooooooooock.
 
 
 
 
6月3日

.friday,2nd june 2oo6.

 
 
 
*it was the day. it had to happen. it did.
 
 
 
---> 
 
 · i'm so sure u've felt the musik.
u've felt the love they spread.
and u got involved in that parallel universe. ·

· u were the musik,u were rhcp...u were all together.
and it was like magik. ·

· am i wrong??? ·
 
<---
 
 
no se puede expresar de otra manera el sentimiento después de salir de un concierto
de red hot chili peppers.
 
son demasiado bestiales.
 
es increíble. :D.
su energía,su música,todo.
 
 
U FUCKIN' ROCK! OH,YOU DOOO. no matter what.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
_______________________________________________________________________________________
 
LONG LIVE RhCp
 
.thnx.
 
 
5月15日

.s.a.

 
-hey-
 
kiedis: " the key song. It takes me to the place before you are born and
after you die.   It's about cutting away that thing you've been depending
on  but that is killing you. "
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
*we believe.
5月8日

All through the rising suN-

.
 
 
*and i have seen the sunshine
over the river...
the freeway ,reminding
of  this mess we're in...
and the city sun sets over me.*

 
.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
4月12日

[[[ : ( ]]]

 
 
.then she told you now it's time to move on
.i can't sit around,watching you destroy yourself like that
.can't you see it's hurting me too?
.i gave all i had, but i got nothing back
 
...so now i pack my bags
...burn the photographs
...memories will only hurt me
...and i don't feel like crying anymore
 
.so wash ashore,your sinking ship
.get your shit together
.don't loose the grip
 
.and maybe we can meet again,over a cup of coffee
.but until then...
 
-i have to love myself again
-get back on my feet
-your love is killing me
-your love is killing me
-your love is killing me
 
and i don't feel like dying quiet yet.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
merci por la rosa i por el conejito de chocolate.
^^
 
 
3月26日

??? ousi.

 
**her spirit spills with blood onto the pavement**
**a silence falls, and everything changes**
**Everything dies, to you nothing’s alive, to you anymore**
[[ If I could take your pain away
I would scream for you
And I'd bleed for you
So you’ll never feel this way again
When you’re in my arms, again
I would scream for you
I will bleed for you ]]

**She drowns herself until the images erase**
 **the skin is bruised all along her thighs**
**Nightmares repeat refrain the memories of pain**
 **mental photographs haunting all the time**
**She shuts her eyes, to you she tries to hide**

**From you, she falls asleep into dreams where she is safe**

**So tear me apart...**

**I've never been so scared to breathe afraid to make a sound**.

__Just kick and scream, bite and bleed,
and make believe it's all a dream.__

 

 
 
.obsessive.compulsive.psychologically-misarranged...cabdriver.
3月7日

.i.could.have.lied.i'm.such.a.fool.

 
 
.there must be something
.in the way I feel
.that she don't want me to feel
.the stare she bares cut me
.i don't care
.you see so what if I bleed

_I could never change
__Just what I feel
___My face will never show
____What is not real

.a mountain never seems to have
.the need to speak
.a look that shares so many seek
.the sweetest feeling
.i got from you
.the things I said to you were true

 
[ __  ]

...I could have lied I'm such a fool
...My eyes could never never never
...Keep their cool
...Showed her and I told her how
...She struck me but I'm fucked up now

.but now she's gone yes she's gone away
.a soulful song
.that would not stay
.you see she hides 'cause she is scared
.but I don't care
.i won't be spared

[ ... ]
 
 
 
 
 
 
2月20日

+++---+++

 
*running over the same old ground.
*what have you found?
*the same old fears...
 
 
 
-adventurous-naughty-dashing-refreshing-extreme-appealing-
-controversial-hardworking-industrious-painful-intellingent?...-
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
[[ The Complexity of Being A Cup of Tea]]
 
 
2月6日

^^^^********((((())))))))[[]]{{{}}}=== o.O

 
*sOfUCKEDuP*
 
 
thnx! ¬¬
 
 
dunno where we are going now...
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
__the mark,the string,the skin and the vibration...
    all set and aiming to please.__
1月24日

uhms,uhms,aps,aps... ¬¬ so?

- NORK ESANGO DIT NOLA? - by Betagarri
 
Gaur ari gera
Betiko lez elkarri begira
Gaur ari gera
Dena esan nahiean ta isilean
Gaur ari gera
Pentsamenduak amets bihurtzen
Gaur ari gera
Balentri ezan zoratzen
 
[Noiz jakingo dut?
Nork esango dit nola
Gerturatu ta maite
zaitudala esan?
Noiz jakingo dut?
Nork esango dit nola?
Gure artean zeozer al da?]
 
Gaur ari gera
Biok elkarri galdezka
Zer ari gera
Denbora soberan bailitzan
Esaidazu orain
Nirea izan nahi duzula
Eta zurea izango naiz
Betiko eta sekula.
 
 
 
ui ui ui...
pero k idílicooooo
k idílicoooo
ains ains ains...
 
nah nah nah...
ousi, ousi,ousi???
u,u,u...
o.O
 
ojalá el texto se aplicase
hehe
no jodas?
laaaaaaaaaaaa*
 
*fUCKtHEwORLD*
 
[[Walkin' On Down The Road]]
 
1 step,2steps,3steps...
aha! got there_
 
 
 
nope,todavía en camino.
todavía...
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
1月15日

o.O

 
 
ok.
 
*WhateveR*
 
*NeverminD*
 
*FuckTheWorld*
 
once again.
 
 
 
REIR MUCHO, OH ,SI.    
 
hehehehehehehehehehehehehe :P
 
lollllllllll
 
Pero...qué irónico, no me jodas.
 
 
 
 
ale...
 
cantar, bailar, reir, caer, subir,llegar, no llegar, cortar,desaparecer, comer,saludar,no saludar,
pasar, ignorar,si, no, todo lo contrario...
 
espuma, pegamento,navajas, cuchillos afilados, algodon de azucar,risas, brujas, calabazas,
armarios hondos,camas,púas, gorras, corbatas,bolsos...
 
soledad,dolor,agotamiento,agobiamiento,pegarse hostias,i caer.
caer
caer
caer
caer
.
.
.
 
zas! alaaaaaaaa cuánto tiempo keda???
poco
poco
poco
.
.
.
 
zas! cata-púm-chim-púm.
 
 
 
nah nah nah , no tiene sentido.
miento, si lo tiene.
en el universo paralelo si lo tiene.
akí no, claro.
akí nadie lo entenderá.
 
 
-jajajajjajajajjajajjaajjajajajjajaj , qué irónico!
-el qué?
-no sé...
-pero no tiene sentido...
-que si lo tiene...
-que no.
-que si.
-que si , que no.
-doble entonces.
-si.
-en un sitio si. en otro no.
-ok.akí no.
-jaja. no.
-ok. sta bb.
-jaja.bien pues.
 
 
 
no, no es locura...
es EZINAAAAAAAAAAAAA
EZINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
EZINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
 
 
-que qué es?
-ezina es.i punto.
 
 
(( ellas dos hablando, la una con la otra... ))
 
 
[[ Gau erdiko dei batek guztia aldatu zuen. ]]
 
 
mz
 
 
ele manele! toquénse los piiiiiiiiii un ratin.
wuo.
no.
no es agresividad.
es...
ezina.
 
 
 
 
.DAMN.
 
 
 
 
 
 
1月10日

.:da.same.old.shit:.

 
 
.alone.as.i.have.always.been.
 
 
but
 
 
.i.wish.everything.was.at.it.was.before.
 
 
.i.guess.it.is.impossible.now.
 
 
.i.made.too.many.mistakes.too.many.
 
 
-and-i-guess-everything-was-a-BIG-FAT-LIE-
 
-wasn't-it-?-?-?-
 
 
 
((DUELE))
*fuck the world*
 
 
1月3日

*********^^**********

 
*____+
 
wos wos wos...
interesting...
*ya stamos en el 2oo6...
wos wos wos...
interesting...
*dejamos atrás el 2oo5...
wos wos wos...
interesting...
*el mejor i el peor año de mi vida
en lo k ha todo se refiere,de momento...
wos wos wos...
interesting no?
*lleno de experiencias inolvidables...
wos wos wos...
interesting...
*lleno de cosas k nunca habian pasado...
wos wos wos...
interesting...
*lleno de re-amigaciones... :D
wos wos wos...
interesting...
*con new acoplamientos por mi parte en [Crazy Sprinkles]...
wos wos wos...
mas interesting...
*con creaciones como ((Degradation System)) i  hostias encima de la tabla...
wos wos wos...
patheticamente interesting...
*nos dimos cuenta de k las Rockin Bitches ayudan mucho en momentos críticos...
wos wos wos...
interesting...
*i conoci a mux new gente k merece enormemente la pena...new school,new people!
wos wos wos...
veeeery interesting...
*and u.
wos wos wos...
interesting...
*u both.
 
*and all of ya...ALL.
 
 
(pretendia k esto fuera cortito...)
 
welcome 2oo6...
 
 
 
.fill.in.the.gaps.
 
.yeah.
 
 
12月23日

()()() merry christmas and all dat ()()()

 
*i termina todo.
i hoy me voi a logroño de vacaciones...
asi que no estaré por aquí...
no sk haya desaparecido o algo...
de todas maneras, no creo k os importase...
staria bien desaparecer por un tiempo...
bueno, como no voi a poder hablar con vosotros...* --->
 


[ Feliz Navidad! Merry Christmas! Bonnes Fêtes! i tot eso... ]

[i k Papá Noël sea bueno con vosotros...]

[no hagais nada i disfrutar de tan preciadas holidays...]

[abrigaros bien, i hacer buen uso de la bufanda...]

[i para aquellos k vayais a la nieve...pues k envidia...
pero hacer mucho snow i cosas de esas]



JaPpi
FiEsTaS
i
DeMás
TonTeRiA...
bla
bla
    bla...






_________________________________________________

♪ between time and space, i can't erase

it's a long road out of here, don't leave the light on

and all we know to believe is closing the eyes on all of my dreams

* i guess i'll just wander on and on* ♪

(Long Road Out Of Here- by Juliette and The Licks)



on and on...like a lost soul...
__________________________________________________


feliz todo para todos. includin' *U*.
people,nos vemos a la vuelta.


now...
i
go
to
a
long
road
out
of
here...


i'll be back...
promise.


 
 
12月14日

.::...i ella se calló...::.

 
 
________________________________
 
Gimme a goodnight kiss
and let me bleed
all night long...
 
Gimme a goodbye kiss
and let me bleed
forever...
________________
 
 
 
 
* Y sólo quiere gritar.
Y no la importa gritar.
Porque sabe que su grito no será de gran molestia
en el lugar aquel en medio de la nada. 

En el lugar
donde ella:
-recordó 
-pensó 
-gritó 
-i se calló. 

Para siempre. *




i todo lo que para ella es importante va desapareciendo...poco a poco...poco a poco...
i todo está tan vacío...
sólo hay vacío...
 (                                                                                                    ) <--- solo eso.
 
 



__www.fotolog.com/chipinjuliette__
 
 
11月29日

__and nothing else matters...

 
 
 
a bit  hurted...
 
... ahora me arrepiento muchisimo.
 
i una vez más, andrea perdió el tiempo de la manera más imbécil...
 
__and nothing else matters...
 
__NEVER OPENED MYSELF THIS WAY...
 
__(( TIEMPOS DIFÍCILES ))
 
now, i just wanna cry, but no-one will ever be able to hear.
 
 
11月26日

**************************

 
 
 
 
TIERRA TRÁGAMEEEEEEEEEE
 
 
 Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
*I know you well enough to know you never loved me*

*Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?*

 
 
 
 
 
i deja k me kede dentro para siempre...
 
 
 
 
pork coño he hecho estoooooo???? ah pero ya no hay vuelta atras...
kizas la haya cagado...